Steady

Catching up and taking it easy now. There's a lot of work to be done. I think discussing a legitimate idea would be better than just having random thoughts and going on tangents. So I'll choose a topic out of thin-air that somehow correlates to...my life. Acceptance, isn't it what we all seek? Don't we feel low when we lose it or try to gain it and fail? It's only human nature an it's unrealistic to say you'll never feel unaccepted or to always feel unaccepted. Every Dog has his day and sometimes the shit hits the fan too. merits and demerits are us actively seeking approval. It's only natural for us as social animals to want to be accepted, to belong somewhere. Sometimes I lack that feeling with such a small family and ethnicity. My sister is especially conflicting with this feeling and she looks to many different countries locations and other people to find herself, or so is my assumption. I don't like to judge. But I find to find your own character who you really are it is all a matter of introspection. Which I do pretty frequently.

bettering,

Sam E.