Sick...a bit

Here I am, a little bit under the weather again. having problems breathing, having problems catching my breath. A lot of it is due to last night, I'm dissapointed how he let me down. The part of me that doesn't want to give in because I layed my word down wants someone else to give in. So I have an excuse, a way to cover my tail. Save some face, what ever analogy or euphamism you might prefer. I have a hard time spelling that right....congestion is a terrible feeling. It's like having something there but not being able to use it. To feel it's possibility but have that possibility blocked off. My mind was congested before. It used to be, i felt like I had something I know I could use but didn't have the ability to set it free. Quite cartoonish but I pictured the example of a giant cork with a small string and gets yanked comiclly and all the bad stuff goes down the drain...litearlly.

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Sam E.