Saturdays have changed their meaning for me as of late. I used to wake up watch cartoons and eat cereal, not even a year ago. But now, everything is so different. I set an alarm on my phone for saturday morning cartoons but I always dismiss it, I don't want to lose the child in me, my old hobbies and things that I thought define me. This saturday was spent differently, waking up late from last night, gym eating and finally the end of the night. Which turned out rather well ; )
I feel ambivalent about what's going on, a little uncertain. Am I losing myself or becoming something completely different? Or perhaps becoming more of what I really am. Either way my path ahead is cloudy and foggy, No. No it's not. The future is uncertain for weak people. For strong people the future is a goal, something to reach. The goal for now--sleep.
good night,
Sam E.
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