Creativity

Everyone aspired to be creative, or should. To create something from your mind and make it come to fruition is the most rewarding thing you can do as a human. Some people create beautiful sonata's, ballets, speeches or even jokes. None better than the other, just different. There's a time to laugh and a time to cry. I like to feel creative, it's when I really feel alive. Not in the traditional sense, I'm no painter but I can find joy in making music, making a comic book or even writing a really good essay. Something that I can be proud in, something that'll make me proud of myself. Even these two 24 hour quite signs I feel like I could really do something with, I guess we'll see. Where will I find that feeling of rewarding creativity next? I feel so accomplished whenever it happens. I was the hurt one not long ago and strangely that put me in a position of power. Impotent power. But now I'm the one doing the hurting and I don't feel powerful at all, I'm seeking approval. It's probably a metaphor for real life, hurting someone never makes you better, if anything it hurts you just as much. Turn the other cheek. The weak can never forgive--forgiveness is an attribute of the strong.

Moving Mountains,

Sam E.